there is no losing battle..victory is hard..there is always great fightback..

roman is not built in a day..BUT I WILL BUILD MY ROMAN

My piece of dream

My piece of dream

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Worth a thought!!

The wedding of our beloved pop princess has been the headline for the week....what a grand celebration ever been held in the KL Convention Centre...yes..it was very grand..till many VVIPs is attending the ceremony too...and I dont think there is any artist including the Hollywood stars is throwing such reception for their wedding dinner.....heard of George W Bush attending the wedding party of Tom Cruise?heard of Tony Blair attending the wedding of David Beckham??...well i think this event must be included in the Guinness Book of World Record...and this wedding is just like the national event more to a couple event...just that our country did not declare the 28 August as the public holiday!!
well...there is nothing wrong with such event...yah..the couple has the money and power to do so...
spending millions of ringgit to hold such a wedding reception might have been very very great....but to all my fellow friends???lets have a deep thought.....there are many things we can do with these millions of ringgit other than splashing it to a single wedding party....
lets think back...how many poor children that do not have a single ringgit to continue their education.....?how many people actually suffering from disease and yet they do not any single cent for their treatment to continue on their live...??how many orphanage is so lack of financial fund..that they need to beg here and there to continue on the operation of the orphanage??,,,,well..this is just few examples....so..instead of throwing millions of ringgit for a wedding reception just for the interest of fans and to capture nationwide attention....why din splash it out for the sake of charity??millions of ringgit can help much in need people...or maybe saving couple of lives.....
this short post is not to offend any Siti fans out there...but just worth a share with all......
millions of ringgit for wedding party vs charity??better think of it....

Friday, August 04, 2006

Critical Time of the Year!!

Its exactly the 4th week since i m back to KK from Kl...well...shuh...this is a very very tough semester i think...a "sleepless" semester i think...even our lecturer issaying that...

ok..nothing have been change much since back to KK here..except my room have been changed to upstairs..means a larger room..more space to move about...ok..dont mind about that..
whatsever..my home this semester must be the library..hahah...how good if i got a room in the UMS library...
course taken this sem..at first electronics 2..tought by mr liau perhaps the most selekeh lecturer in SKTM..with his shirt sometimes not tug in..but..such a genius lecturer..no doubt about that...but thats the problem...he was so genius tht we all are such a dumb..and theres where the gap is coming...he can teach, write on the board without much refering to the book...but..we dun even know whats all about...cant blame him...we have a poor basic from the electronic 1..thats the result...we were really struggling in the class...he write we write..he explain..we listen..but still go out from the classroom blurr blurr...than the project that cos us 20%...wow..we we to design our own digital circuit...not something like in the secondary KH things..but as an design engineer...REAL HEADACHE!!...we were engineer in making and we were expect to come out with our very own innovative design...huh...thats the very headache!!

this sem we are taking the MicroP too....yup..another killer...learning all things bout the Intel 386...not an easy meat...tought by mr jamal...another bigname in SKTM..other than Mr Liau..and so far...compared to electronics 2,,,i still can follow it...and hopefully can do the same for the rest of the sem....and here our second project...write assmebly language for a statistical calculator....another project to be hands up the 14th week..haih......peluh dingin

other subject include Logic Design...wow..a handsome lecturer back from Japan..even his laptop got all the hiragana and katakana...but...haih....he took 2 hours only to talk about 4 slide...thn u can guess what i mean....
Discrete Maths...all the true and false thing..tht makes me pening sumtimes...Comp Architecture..tought by Dr Farrah..a very young PHd holder from UMS i think....
and the best subject i think must be the HCI subject..a very relax course tought by Miss Jenn a miss nice..yup..relax..but not relax in the assignment....haih....
really cold sweat.....when i have to endure for another 10 weeks of challenge...

BE TOUGH MR NIAM..YOU HAVE WOKE UP LAST SEM..AND THIS SEM U GOT TO TAKE ALL THE CHALLENGE!!..U GOT TO RISE TO THE CHALLENGE....

i maybe kept busy for whole sem..thus..this blog might be kept at unactive mode..sorry oo...

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Life is A Circle...The Earth is Round

have we ever imagine to step out from our house gate..and keep walkingonly in one direction...eg:- towards north..and not turning anydirection else..where it will lead us..we may pass through many place.a green green field..into the forest...pass through lakes and oceans..pass through the frozen ice block...and finally..back to a very familiar scene...that is..our home sweet home...why??because the earth is round....

we were born baby..well grown to become man/woman...and finally..we are old enough to face death...and if we believe in reborn...we will someday be born back into the world...that is..LIFE IS A CYCLE....

we have zero knowledge when we are born....catching up knowledgeas we go...and the moment before we are dying..all the knowledgewe had...IS GONE...

we are having a ride on a roller coaster...after 2 rounds..andwe are back to the starting point..we are jobless while we are young...thn old enough to get a joban finally we are back jobless...(retirement)...the point is...the spot that we start..is also the spot that we we will end...thats fact...we are living about in a circle..there is start..end...start again..and again it ends..we hardly find any sequence in the world where things happenin straight line....it start at this point..and end at that point...end of story...ever find it..no where?
LIFE IS A CYCLE....THE EARTH IS ALWAYS ROUND.....

that is what we can see to what happening round the world now..
the kidnapped and murdered of a 7 year old child whose body was found stuffed in a luggage reminded us that we are through the cycle again..
war in Afghanistan and Iraq...the corruption that lead to the downslope of Enron...the arresting of politic member for being corrupted...the brutal murder here and there...the killing spree..the violence in south of Thailand...the violence in East Timor...the rape cases that always hit the newspaper..robbery that never stopand even lecturer suggesting misyar marriage...

that is the simple case to signify that we are about "walking" in a circle....
to the history..we were once barbarian...killing here and there..war here and there..Look at the history...how European pass through their Dark Ages...before their Renaissancethe Arab society with its "Zaman kegelapan"...how China was before they are unite...

well we had the most modern technology nowadays...we had the plane that is faster than the sound wave...we can build a buildingwith up to 100 storey..not on the cave we once live...we now travel on 4 wheels powered by fuel engine..no more on wheelspowered by animal power....yes...thats true...we are very much developed..compared to thousands year ago...
but where is our civilisation moral stand nowadays...
have there been zero corrupted official in anyway in the world..
have there been zero case of murder in world in one day..
have there been no rape case at all...
have there no more war...
nope..all these is still happening..there aint no stopping...and even on a sad note...its getting worse..and worse day by day...and yes..our civilisation moral is going back to where it start..from the Dark Age that human has endure before...
that is we are back in circle again..back to where war is a must..back to where murder is here and there...back to a corrupted society...and now we are once again live under a very very dark side of the society.....
that is...LIFE IS ABOUT CIRCLE AND CYCLE....from the low point of civilisation...we sore to a very high point..where peace is...and yet falll back to where the dark side is....
its all about circle...the earth is round...

not till the day that we found out our WORLD IS FLAT....the darkside of the society aint no stopping...it will be back and back again...the uncivilization manners will still travel in circle...AND WE HUMAN WILL FOREVER WALKING IN A CIRCLE!!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Something to post

a lot had been done since coming back from KK..i had beenspending a week staying in Penang...at my bro house..What doing in Penang....none other than eat eat and also eat..as Penang is nothing famous other than known as "eatery heaven".....
Well besides that.visiting Penang reminded me that my blog is celebrating its 1 year annivesary...becausemy blog is created in Penang....somewhere around this timelast year....so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO sENA'S wORLD.....
we also had the mother's day celebration at Penang..and we bring our parents to watch "Poseidon" at Gurney Plaza....hahaha..its since a long time my parents never watch a movie in cinema...date back around 10++ years...and my mum said the very last time she enter a cinema is to bring me to watch " Ninja Turtle"....and my father said that todaycinema is completely different from last time...he said..the sound system is extremely much more better....well..i think ..its such a long time i never had this experience together..watching a movie together with familymembers...i really appreciate this moment....thn we also had seafood dinner...and what the heck..the seafood restaurant is full house....and we wait for nearly2 hour to wait for our food to be stuff...
after one week stay at Penang...we were back home...and spend another week at Serdang..at my big bro house...a new house without telephone line..and thts y..i cant post anything here...and this week also is something big...as the my parents andparents of my "future sis in law"..is having a "meeting"..hahah..sumthing tht we call "tai can"..in cantonese..yup..they were discussing about the marriage of my 2nd bro..hahaha.....yup..my 2nd bro is going to wed on the coming Chinese New Year...somewhere around next year....somethingbiggy gonna to happen in my family..for the first time..blek!!
and now back at Bangi..the home of my father..withtransportation problem...i m stuff out in the house!!....

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Hie Hie...I m back here again...

Well..since a long time a i din post sumthing here...sorry for all....
Ok..ok...what to start??
...ermm....ok..i did finish my final exam of the 4th sem on the 26 april....on i m only back to my home on 4 may...a day before my 22 nd birthday...and ..i actually celebrate my birthday on the Seremban KL Highwat..hahhah..as the clock struck 12....well,,,i m on the earlier flight than was scheduled..or else..i will celebrate my birthday on air...

so lets start with the period in between 26 april to 4 may in KK...what did i do during this period...well..it was a time well spend....as many students choose to fly back immediately after their exam..i choose to stay for a little longer,...why..nothing much..just becos "my cutie piggy" do wanna stay a little in preparation for her FYP..thn i was to accompany her....or can consider our honey moon...whats have been done during this period??..errmm(dun think elsewhere larr)...

watching the 30 episode of TVB drama ALWAYS READY starring Bowie Lam.Ekin...Charmaine Sheh...well..quite a nice drama also....watching other movie also lorr..(mostly downloaded from the net)....go snorkelling at Pulau Manukan....my second visit to the island...and this time its special...cause i m going with my "so chu"....go around KK town...tasting Japanese buffet...go jog around the Likas Garden......welll....i m having a good time around...THANKS TO MY "SO CHU"

and by the time i m typing here...i m oledy at Penang ..at my bro house....what to do in Penang....nothiing much..other than eat eat and eat...hahahah.....

..........So thts all for now.........bye bye bye

Saturday, April 01, 2006

End of secondary challenge, now the main challenge

Wel,,its been a busy busy time afterall for the past few weks..rushing all the asignment...damn lots of asignments..luckily ..its all over now...well..the asignments might be finish..but now come the real challenge..the final exam.....for the next few weeks will be the final exam...so forgive me if i dun post anything here for the coming week...

final exam..a real challlenge.damn lots on pressure..of cos..there is an urgency for me to study..nothing else that i can...no choice....all i hope is to catch back what i had miss...i am going to try my very best for the final...i m no quitter..

I WILL RISE BACK TO WHERE I FALL...............

Friday, February 17, 2006

Victim of unprofesional lecturer!!!

this post is truly to vent out my disappointment and my anger towards my digital lecturer...well..for the digital test that i had taken last few weeks...i had been studying very hard for it...but what i was studying for..is completely denied by a "so called lecturer".....

the thing was like this...the question requires us to draw our a truth table to design a simple switch....well..of course i din found any difficulty doing in it..trully no...while i m dong it ..i m very confident that i can score the points..
but..when the "lecturer" gave me back the paper..he denied me full points for the truth table..i was very suprised...than i compared with my friend..they get full points..while i m not..

why?....just because the arrangement of the input in truth table is different..but somehow..all my output is exactly same with the answer..no wrong conceptually..just a matter of arangement..and that type of question dont even require any special arrangement of in the truth table.....i thought he make a mistake of marking my paper..than when the class end...i quickly ran to him and get back the points i deserved...and than thats the real disappointment......i told him that i din make any mistake in that question...it was the same as the answer given..just that thw way i arrange my input and output differently....he look to my paper and u know what this unprofesional lecturer told me...

He said" You are not using MY METHOD...i cant give u marks!!... WTF...and than i argue with him telling him that there is COMPLETELY no wrongin my truth table..just that my truth table did not LOOK ALIKE like his truth table....and again ....he told me..."you are not using my method..i cant give u marks"....and by that time ..i really get angry...i just fell like wanna slap him in his face...but i keep cool...no need to arguewith such an unqualified lecturer...and i just turn away..and before he walk off..he still insist USING HIS METHOD..ohh my god..trully disappoint...

and when i continue checking my paper...again i was so angry that i was denied another 10 marks...reasons....just because i simplify a boolean expression based on the text book written by foreign profesor....no 10 points jus t because i din follow his way in the lecture notes...but i m following the text book...its thw same boolean expression..while the text book need only 3-4 lines to simplify the expression....he needs us to follow his way whichis about half page long...oh my god...whhy on this earth got such a lecturer....i really down for the moment...just because of that i was denied 15 marksfrom the test..reallly damn shit asshole!!....by the moment..i really feel like i wanna go to his room..ask him to resign from his job...since he had no such qualification to be a lecturer.....

to my opinion...having such lecturer in the engineering faculty..really "tiu ka"....such lecturer really unprofessional and really not qualifiedto be an engineering lecturer....while other engineering lecturer encourage us to understand all the concepts...if can..think using our gifted brain..always created our very own way...but this lecturer...cant even know why he is here to teach...he think he is teaching primary school student?i really wanna tell him...if insist us to follow him WORDS BY WORDS..than better as him balik kampung tanam jagung....dunno y UMS can have such an unprofesional lecturer...konon UMS is the only local uni in Malaysia that pass all the ISO that..ISO this...just take this lecturer out..u can c...

but what i can do..he is lecturer..i m student..i m thinking of lodging a complain towards him..but what if he not happy with me and make me failthis subject...this is what we call..in kantonese...(big rock hit the crab die)...DISAPPOINTMENT....and i truly agree to what my friend said...

ITS EDUCATION WHO SPOIL ME....

Sunday, February 12, 2006

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the changed blog header colour to black is in remembrance of my past away grandmother...
my only grandmother.....past away due to sudden stroke at 4++am on 11 feb 2006 at my house...fall into coma state..and was sent to kajang hospital...and breathe her last breath at 5.30pm before past away peacefully...trully suprised by the accident as all the way..she had been healthy enuff..but....i cant even be with her by the bedside when she is in coma...and cant even send her to the final journey...........just what i can do is to wish her soul may rest in peace....
sorry grandma that i cant send you to to the final journey....

How the egg can stand??

to those who r interested on why the egg can stand...here i go...but before that..i would like to stress on that no "kaki tangan" was done on the eggs or on the floor..to make the eggs stand...it stand on its own...the very thing u need is time and patience...

well..on 4 february is a very particular date for the chinse which is called "lap chun"...(did not fall on the same date of very year...but most of the time yes)....traddittionally..lap chun signify a new year...not the first day of the Chinese New Year...(not many chinese these time around know this)...on easy notes...if "lap chun" comes first before the "chor yat" (first day of Chinese New Year)...thn it is oledy considered a new year....

well..i ve been celebrate this "lap chun" every time since i know it by putting the eggs to stand...
and of course..there is also "si san" (time) for the eggs to stand...

nothing special required to make the eggs stand...just when the "si san" arrive....just hold an egg..and put it on o flooor...patiencely make it stand...of course it takes time..and will not stand immediately as when u place it on the floor....just that simple....all u need is ur patience...and ur (ketabajan..kecekalan)....all sorts of things...

according to chinese newspaper..there are 2 explanation why the eggs can stand....
1....on this date....the gravity force is much more stronger.....which can make the eggs stand..provided u can balance the eggs on the floor well..

2.....when u make the eggs in the upright position..the egg yolk will fall down..untill it reach a position...when the egg yolk is balanced and at the right position..than it will stand..(something like the humpdy dumpdy things....)...well this one i dun reallt believe it..because...when i make my second egg stand..within seconds..it already can stand....

well..thats some explanation on the pic..maybe u all can try on normal date..if u all r free...or else.try it next year on that particular date.........its fun..when u successful make it stand...but needs patience.....or in other words....this is a patience testing game...those who can make the egg stand has a higher degree of patience....hahahahh....

Saturday, February 11, 2006

the standing eggs

the standing eggs!! Posted by Picasa

Me n my cutie eggs

this is the pic with my "standing eggs" tht i did on 4 february..which according to Chinese known as "lap chun",,,,where the day is special tht the eggs can stand up...even on the most "licin" flooor... Posted by Picasa

Friday, January 27, 2006

I m going back.....!!

6.43 pm.....location:....my room at Kingfisher...Kota Kinabalu..

preparing to take off at 9.25pm....going home to celebrate CNY....
so..dear friend...c ya in Semenanjung.....

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Pesta Ang Pow 2006....Scent of Spring

..by the time of typing this post...i was just back from Pesta Ang Pow...a yearly event held at UMS....quite a big scale event....as usual it was held in the pride of our uni..the Chancellor Hall...

the event started with a "reunion dinner"...that means..with the RM8 we paid for the ticket..we are entitled to a "reunion dinner"...whats in the dinneer...rice...fish cake...spring roll..sausage...sweet sour fish...and gui ling gao...

after the dinner..we proceed to the hall...well..by the time we are in ..oledy quite full inside...no choice got to sit in front....but than..move further front more...that means..we were sitting the the 2nd row ...not really to my favaur since i got to lift up my hands every time wanna see the lcd projection screen...

to ade it briefly whats in the show...normal..lion dance..sorts of dance from UMS student...drama..well...i consider it quite a good one...can really see the students putting in effort doing it....they must spent lots of time practising it....quite a long drama that drag from present to past..and back to present..going into heaven...hahhaah

thn there was also wushu performance by the Malaysia representative in the World Wushu Competition...who won the gold medal...forget oledy their name...bsides..also a stut show by a master sifu..who show his skill using "qi goong"...where while his can stand to be pierce by a lembing..till the lembing bengkok

and as usual..there was also a guest artist performance....and this time is the winner of the Astro TalentQuest 2005....dunno what Chu edi...hahahha...dun really know her...the only winner that i ever know is Nocholas Teo...maybe for this Chu....maybe he ccan made his name in future..hahha...just some kind of weird...when he come down to made his round while singing...dunno y all the gurls rushing towards him..just to get a handshake??for what...like can get the handshake from him than no need to sleep for one whole nite?ahhaha..what so special getting a handshake from a artist who had yet to make a name??..hahha..mayb thats gurl...for me..i just sit quietly at my place seeing him walking around...hoping him can finish his song..cos my ass is aching sitting on the chair...

overall..the show..is just nice..with student pouring effort on it.....

Thursday, January 19, 2006

I'm coming back for CNY!!

yahoo!!!....i m coming back for this year CNY...i m back to KL on the 27 January 2006...nite flight...
how i m looking forward to spend my CNY with family..,..since last year my CNY is at KK..hahah..anyway,,the air ticket cause me a boom...dunno wether if tha ang pow money can cover part of it..anyway..nvm...quality time spent with family..is priceless....so..to all dear friends..c u all on CNY...

Monday, January 09, 2006

Ideas of the Day!

This is something to share with u all...a quatation from my lecturer..SK Chung..

What u know is mayb everyone know!
What u dont know is only u dun know!

Monday, January 02, 2006

WELCOME YEAR 2006

First of all..of course WELCOME YEAR 2006!!!!......

the very first post of the year 2006 on the very second day of the year..hahahaah...
so the new year resolutions..here it go...

1....The sun will rise again...to the where the sun should be....to where the sun to stands...at the
3.5 magnitude from the earth...
2....My family health..of course not wealth..since health is always better than wealth...is at good
condition..especially to my mom and dad..
3....And to my "little piggy"..u will be happy always..hope this year ur face is like a moon..always
bright...like a smiley icon...that always smile....!!
I am not a greedy person..so thats my little new year resolution....hopefuly all can be fulfilled...

So..how i celebrate my new year...the year 2006...well..i had a pretty quite celebration..but still consider sweet...sweet?thats only for me to know..hahahah.....

So..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!