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Thursday, April 23, 2009

Long gone the hectic and comes the free and easy days!

4 months that I had left "my world"..lived in others people world..i really hope that I will be back to my world again. Yeah lets's start it all over again by this blog post. Yup, after all the hard work for the past few months that keep on continuous busy, finally i did manage sometime for "my world". Had been busy and hectic for the past few months, busy with my baby Pineview and most of the time seeing moon in the morning and moon in the night. Hectic work schedule left me stranded on my bed once I reach house and stranded on my bed meaning I am abandoning "my world". Anyhow, finally all these hard works pay off AND I WOULD LIKE TO DECLARE A WEEKS HOLIDAY FOR MYSELF FROM 250409.Well, I don't have that privilege to declare my own holiday. A week holiday that I will have is courtesy of my boss to allow us for a one week compensation leave. Woo...I will need to take this good time for 3R, refresh, relax, and rejuvenate.

Lots had been go through, lots had been endure,lot had been learnt, lots of happiness which usually comes along with lots of sadness, and lots of challenges which make these life wonderful and meaningful. Yeah, definitely yes and I will definitely make good use of this 1 week holiday!

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2009 checklist

Spending some time for my lovely blog on the morning of the first day of 2009. Just another morning, nothing much different from the previous morning. The only difference, re-spirited I can say. Thus, though feeling lazy, yet a bit busy on the job load, I will still like to draw up some target or you might say new year resolutions.

Flash back to 2008, all I can say it had been great. I am satisfied. I can say I am doing great jobs in 2008. Lots of memories in 2008, which I cant afford to forget, always in my mind. And for that, these great job will be bring forward and continued to the year 2009.

So whats for 2009, here goes the checklist, priority from the top:-

a) For my honey:-
--> Going to take time off for honey probably more often visit whenever there are chances.
--> A great 090909\
--> Support her all along her tough journey path of her study and wish her all the smooth sailing in her journey.
--> a vacation with her

b) my career:-
--> a promotion, perhaps from grade 03 to grade 04
--> an increment
--> a travel, probably to US?

I expect year 2009 is a hard year, with current economy crisis ongoing. But still I want a great career year for myself. With stringent budget at a cut cost rate of 50%, it seems impossible, but no news on this yet. So got to cross finger and make it happen.

c) wishlist
--> a netbook, perhaps a Pineview SOC netbook, only if it comes with great SSD drive
--> an iPhone,
--> a dSLR

Not a must have, but a wish list.

d) personal target
--> saving funds for house/home of 10% from for average market home price by year end?

A must have, for my house for my home.

Finally, my new year wish is simple, both my parents are healthy, siblings all are doing smooth on their career, my honey always stay happy and smooth on whatever she did, little jun kai growing up healthy.

Pen-ed by Sena Niam, from PG.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Busy Busy Busy

Not my intention to discontinue the post "The Road Less Traveled", to the fact that I was too tied up with my job --> my new product which going to meet the PRQ next year. Yeah , no choice but only do a short post this round.
Work life had not been as nice as study life, but still ok. Just take it to enjoy the tough life of it as tough can be a sense of enjoyment and challenge too.
Living fine for current time except that I miss "Mr Sun" most of the time and "Mr Moon" had been my biggest admirer. Easy enought to know what I mean by that.
I am still finding my time to finish up my "The Road Less Traveled", perhaps over the next holiday, if I got the mood and again, if I am not too tied up with my jobs.

Just a quick update, I am fine and ok. Living great on earth but most of the time living the greatest in hyperspace. Just have a look on some update on the pic in the blog.

Have a nice day to all the readers..if there is any...and take care ..will be back as frequent as I can.

Pen-ed from PG12 PDC Lab along with my HP, i780 and CMT

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

The story of the road less traveled - Part 1 - The choice

3 months before I had completed one of the path in my life....its a journey of 1+6+7+4 = 18 years. And for the last 4 years, its the peak of the journey, yet it was a wonderful one although the toughest one. I can say that I choose the I road less traveled. It was my will with no force I choose to be at a place estrange for me. A place where I will be far from my family, a place that I never been before, but the most important, a place where I will finish off my 18 years or journey.

In thick forest and huge blue ocean I traveled my journey. Rather different, somehow special I would say. Origin from a city or a so called brick jungle, I found myself in a real jungle, a natural one. From brick jungle to a tree jungle, it would be hard to survive then, one would say for a city boy like me. At my first thought, it might be. Somehow, its my choice, which had always been tied to my principle, I did it my way. I choose the place because of my aspiration althought it may seems to be a blunt choice. I know nothing about this place. The only thing I know is its symbolic geographical trademark. Other then that, none. Nothing about the culture.Nothing about the geographical status and know no one.

With the choice that had been decided, I traveled with some other friends who either willingly or not willingly to be in the same path as I was. So called friends were just companions. It seems I traveled in a group of "friends", but what really was I traveled alone. I start of my journey alone. But that did not matter. My aspiration was with me all the time. My spirit never leaves me. Family support was always there, following my footprint. Yeah, who cares if the toughest path lies ahead. I had all that I need to face it, and to overpower it.
And frankly, that was the very first time I was at a point so far from the family. Came from a close knit family, it might be hard to go these far, well that was in terms of emotion and feelings. 4 years apart from family seems to be long duration. I admit that I miss my family. I took off my journey with a heavy heart. At a point of my mind, I ever thought to have a u-turn. But I clearly know I can't. I got to get going. The path had been set for me, although, not the best of the path. I got to run,walk, and crawl to the finish line. Nevermind is what I say to myself and aspirations is what I remind myself of most of the time . I know I can adapt to the new place. I gonna prove that I did it my way.

Time to be apart is always bad. I always had say bye bye, tata, good bye and see you again. Those are just norms and manners. But, at a different time, different situation, different place, those phrases are never be the same. It was a great send off that I could recalled. Well, great send off did not mean a special ceremony with brass band playing Auld Lang Syne and walking on a red carpet. For me it was a great and warm send off simply because all my beloved family members were there, with few classmates and friends and of course, the non stop text message. Blessings, wishes and greetings sent me to another place. Hug, hand shake, sad smile, and tears shedding (well, I tried my best not to shed a single tear and yes I did it, but the tears were shedding heavily in my heart fo sure) and finally, I am off to the boarding gate.
Off the boarding gate and suddenly I found my self to be all alone for my journey...Yes thats the fact, the journey is about to begin....A single fighter is going to fight for the future, to complete the journey and to bring back the glory..and the single fighter always had one mind. I always did it my way and I always do........

UPCOMING - THE STORY LESS TRAVELED - PART 2

Saturday, November 17, 2007

The end of semifinal.....

Its a rainy day back here in KK.....as I had already finish my "semifinal match"...a match that took me 6 + 7 + 3 half = 16 half years to reach..such a long time..and now is the break time before the final match..the much anticipated, anxious and nervous match...and also the finale of 17 years....such a long journey that took all my efforts, patience, courage, curiosity, passion...and whatever I had in me and now I am just a match from my dream.....

Such a tough period...that provide a tough and great pshycology and mental challenge...but whatever the challenge..I am proud to pass through...with all the hardwork and efforts...but realizing the much tougher and intense challenge is awaiting me in time to come...there is no point to loose up...

A semifinal match is tough..but how tough it is will never be tougher than a final match..seeing the trophy beautifully placed for you..you won't want it to slip away from you...thus the journey is yet to end....a tougher and torny path to follow then, before the trophy is finally yours....thus not the time to loose up..but the time to step another gear up......

No point to look back at the what had been past through for the sem..the more importance is what had been learn....knowing what had been learnt is still not enuff...do and implement what had been learn sits on top of the priority list..

The journey is yet to end...and did not get easier either...and only will get tougher and tougher...and more torny...with the trophy in front of you..you wont want to be drown on your path...and out of your sight...the only way to grab it is to keep move forward..put in efforts to stay on the path...straight to the trophy...and GRAB IT!!!...

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Welcome back to KK!!

I am back to KK after 11 weeks of internship in Intel, pursuing my final year of Computer Engineering, chasing my first degree. Finish my internship on 6th July..left Intel at 12pm..board a 1pm Plusliner bus back to KL...reach KL around 6pm...meet my gf..board KTM back to Serdang..had a nice wonderful dinner with my family..wow...its such a rush!!...

And spent the nite preparing luggage, cause I will be back on the next day 9.15pm flight..hardly had time to rest...and the next day I am flying back to KK..Any how, I spend a good Saturday with my gf and also my parents before the nite plane back to KK..

Going back this time is a different feeling than any other times. FIRST, I am back alone this time, without my gf. Means, we will be separated by the big South China Sea...SECOND, going back this year would meant a crucial year for me...THIRD, most of my 3 years courses buddies whom I used to hang were not around anymore..that means, less friend here...

Anywhere, there aint no stopping. I will give all my best this year..complete my Iridology with some flying results..

Back to here, is another busy week, my internship final report, clean the house which just like a store room, huh....a lot of hardwork.....and finally, I submitted my report and managed take up some rest..
Actually, not much mood to blog yet, but just to keep it updated!So take a look at my pic!!




Friday, June 29, 2007

TME Teambuilding..Paintball

By the time I am posting this, i was just back from EMD TME Teambuikding....We had a paintball workout at Kompleks Belia Sukan, sumwhere in Gelugot opposite USM..Well, I always dream of playing paintball game, but well, it is not a cheap game, consider expensive. Besides, to play, you will need a large group of buddy, at least 10, only you can play. Thanks to EMD, that I can play paintball for fun, and the best of all, its free.All on EMD expense.
We were divided into 2 groups of 9 ppl, with me in the group same with my manager and the other higher manager, besides with the other intern. Overall, its a nice workout, but afterall, the game is not so easy at all, not just abt u shoot me, i shoot u. Its to touch with strategy too. But afterall, we were just enjoy the game, and the strategy we talk about before the game, in war field..is all about shooting only, like never hold a gun before.hahaah..
And the results of the game, i got bruises over my body, with the 2 serious one on the thigh which bleeds a little...ALL because of my heroic act to run across the field towards the enemy side. I think I kill one, but at least 3 ppl aims at me..hahaha...nvm..its just all the fun afterall...
The teambuilding ends with lunch together at KF Tesco...So, paintball is real fun instead.
Future any paintball game again, i will join for sure..But too bad, no one is bringing a cam so no pic to be display in this post!!

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Sunway,New Hairstyle,,and Yong Tau Foo

Last weekend had been a wonderful weekend!!After being in Penang for almost a month, I finally had my time to back to KL, thanks to an extra day holiday Intel provide us..so I can have a 3 days weekend holiday...

Well, as usual Friday is half day work, and straight after work,dashed to Sg Nibong bus station to catch my Plusliner..and here i go..on 5 hour ride back to KL...

Activities for the weekeend?Plenty!!..Saturday..visited Sunway Lagoon with my honey..and we had a wonderful time in Sunway Lagoon...mainly because is holiday season..SL is flooded with lots of people...either Malaysian or Indian (indian from India)..weird enough..so many Indian is visiting Sunway Lagoon...Luckily i got my tickey free, I need not to q up for my ticket. Just change it with wristband...and here we go..enjoy the excitement in Sunway Lagoon..But with too many people...and hot wheather..it dampens mood a little..but no care..we still enjoy our play...And we are lucky enuff to get a twin tube (the last one in fact)..after all the pushing and shouting...hahaha...than u can imagine how good is Sunway business is..even u got to fight for the tube...

Hot wheather means we spend most of the time in water park..and we at Sunway till almost 5pm+=..and got to ready for bath..and vola!!The bathroom is full with peeople..U got to lineup to get a bath too...In the fact..eat,play,bath..all need to q up...
End of the day we had our dinner ar Kim Gary with the baked cheese curry..which is quite special...and my honey said is so nice..hahaha...

It rains in the evening while on d way back..and luckily..it stops when we reach home...well..had been a wonderful,nice and tiring day!!all Thanks to my honey who had spend the whole day with me.....

SUNDAY-mum made my favaurite hakka yong tau foo..and I dare to say there is no other better yong tau foo in market other than my mum made one...really delicious...and my aunt pay me a visit..and she is lucky too as she can taste my mum yong tau fu..since she is an admirer of my mum yong tau foo...hahaha....
(why not the best yong tau foo..other than the nice taste and aroma..it was blended with a special ingredient that call LOVE)..

And by afternoon..my aunt and uncle sent me to Times square to meet my sweetie honey...since she wanna have her hair cut so i accompany her..and not only she had her hair cut...me too had a brand new hair style....nice hair style that i might consider to post it soon..haha...
After hair cut we spent sometime together in Times Square..since no where to go as KL is in thunderstorm..luckily..flash flood din happen in Bukit Bintang area...or else..we might just trapped there....

Well happy times tend to past faster..that I had to say bye bye to my honey..before we can meet some other time..and ourshort 'honey-weekend' end under the rainy and dark sky of KL at the ever crowdy KL Sentral..honey..we will meet again for sure...
After all the happy weekends...is time to back to Penang..to continue my journey of life..another 5 hour ride on Plusliner that cruise through the rainy wheather all the way back to Penang...

.........And things go on as usual...mom and dad in house facing each other with their daily routine...she had to face blood samples all the time....And i will continue facing possibly one of the most complex circuit system in the world--the mother of all board..motherboard..hahaha!!
Weekend is short,
Times is fast,
Sweet-times we had,
Forever in the heart.

Friday, August 04, 2006

Critical Time of the Year!!

Its exactly the 4th week since i m back to KK from Kl...well...shuh...this is a very very tough semester i think...a "sleepless" semester i think...even our lecturer issaying that...

ok..nothing have been change much since back to KK here..except my room have been changed to upstairs..means a larger room..more space to move about...ok..dont mind about that..
whatsever..my home this semester must be the library..hahah...how good if i got a room in the UMS library...
course taken this sem..at first electronics 2..tought by mr liau perhaps the most selekeh lecturer in SKTM..with his shirt sometimes not tug in..but..such a genius lecturer..no doubt about that...but thats the problem...he was so genius tht we all are such a dumb..and theres where the gap is coming...he can teach, write on the board without much refering to the book...but..we dun even know whats all about...cant blame him...we have a poor basic from the electronic 1..thats the result...we were really struggling in the class...he write we write..he explain..we listen..but still go out from the classroom blurr blurr...than the project that cos us 20%...wow..we we to design our own digital circuit...not something like in the secondary KH things..but as an design engineer...REAL HEADACHE!!...we were engineer in making and we were expect to come out with our very own innovative design...huh...thats the very headache!!

this sem we are taking the MicroP too....yup..another killer...learning all things bout the Intel 386...not an easy meat...tought by mr jamal...another bigname in SKTM..other than Mr Liau..and so far...compared to electronics 2,,,i still can follow it...and hopefully can do the same for the rest of the sem....and here our second project...write assmebly language for a statistical calculator....another project to be hands up the 14th week..haih......peluh dingin

other subject include Logic Design...wow..a handsome lecturer back from Japan..even his laptop got all the hiragana and katakana...but...haih....he took 2 hours only to talk about 4 slide...thn u can guess what i mean....
Discrete Maths...all the true and false thing..tht makes me pening sumtimes...Comp Architecture..tought by Dr Farrah..a very young PHd holder from UMS i think....
and the best subject i think must be the HCI subject..a very relax course tought by Miss Jenn a miss nice..yup..relax..but not relax in the assignment....haih....
really cold sweat.....when i have to endure for another 10 weeks of challenge...

BE TOUGH MR NIAM..YOU HAVE WOKE UP LAST SEM..AND THIS SEM U GOT TO TAKE ALL THE CHALLENGE!!..U GOT TO RISE TO THE CHALLENGE....

i maybe kept busy for whole sem..thus..this blog might be kept at unactive mode..sorry oo...

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Something to post

a lot had been done since coming back from KK..i had beenspending a week staying in Penang...at my bro house..What doing in Penang....none other than eat eat and also eat..as Penang is nothing famous other than known as "eatery heaven".....
Well besides that.visiting Penang reminded me that my blog is celebrating its 1 year annivesary...becausemy blog is created in Penang....somewhere around this timelast year....so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO sENA'S wORLD.....
we also had the mother's day celebration at Penang..and we bring our parents to watch "Poseidon" at Gurney Plaza....hahaha..its since a long time my parents never watch a movie in cinema...date back around 10++ years...and my mum said the very last time she enter a cinema is to bring me to watch " Ninja Turtle"....and my father said that todaycinema is completely different from last time...he said..the sound system is extremely much more better....well..i think ..its such a long time i never had this experience together..watching a movie together with familymembers...i really appreciate this moment....thn we also had seafood dinner...and what the heck..the seafood restaurant is full house....and we wait for nearly2 hour to wait for our food to be stuff...
after one week stay at Penang...we were back home...and spend another week at Serdang..at my big bro house...a new house without telephone line..and thts y..i cant post anything here...and this week also is something big...as the my parents andparents of my "future sis in law"..is having a "meeting"..hahah..sumthing tht we call "tai can"..in cantonese..yup..they were discussing about the marriage of my 2nd bro..hahaha.....yup..my 2nd bro is going to wed on the coming Chinese New Year...somewhere around next year....somethingbiggy gonna to happen in my family..for the first time..blek!!
and now back at Bangi..the home of my father..withtransportation problem...i m stuff out in the house!!....

Saturday, April 01, 2006

End of secondary challenge, now the main challenge

Wel,,its been a busy busy time afterall for the past few weks..rushing all the asignment...damn lots of asignments..luckily ..its all over now...well..the asignments might be finish..but now come the real challenge..the final exam.....for the next few weeks will be the final exam...so forgive me if i dun post anything here for the coming week...

final exam..a real challlenge.damn lots on pressure..of cos..there is an urgency for me to study..nothing else that i can...no choice....all i hope is to catch back what i had miss...i am going to try my very best for the final...i m no quitter..

I WILL RISE BACK TO WHERE I FALL...............

Friday, February 17, 2006

Victim of unprofesional lecturer!!!

this post is truly to vent out my disappointment and my anger towards my digital lecturer...well..for the digital test that i had taken last few weeks...i had been studying very hard for it...but what i was studying for..is completely denied by a "so called lecturer".....

the thing was like this...the question requires us to draw our a truth table to design a simple switch....well..of course i din found any difficulty doing in it..trully no...while i m dong it ..i m very confident that i can score the points..
but..when the "lecturer" gave me back the paper..he denied me full points for the truth table..i was very suprised...than i compared with my friend..they get full points..while i m not..

why?....just because the arrangement of the input in truth table is different..but somehow..all my output is exactly same with the answer..no wrong conceptually..just a matter of arangement..and that type of question dont even require any special arrangement of in the truth table.....i thought he make a mistake of marking my paper..than when the class end...i quickly ran to him and get back the points i deserved...and than thats the real disappointment......i told him that i din make any mistake in that question...it was the same as the answer given..just that thw way i arrange my input and output differently....he look to my paper and u know what this unprofesional lecturer told me...

He said" You are not using MY METHOD...i cant give u marks!!... WTF...and than i argue with him telling him that there is COMPLETELY no wrongin my truth table..just that my truth table did not LOOK ALIKE like his truth table....and again ....he told me..."you are not using my method..i cant give u marks"....and by that time ..i really get angry...i just fell like wanna slap him in his face...but i keep cool...no need to arguewith such an unqualified lecturer...and i just turn away..and before he walk off..he still insist USING HIS METHOD..ohh my god..trully disappoint...

and when i continue checking my paper...again i was so angry that i was denied another 10 marks...reasons....just because i simplify a boolean expression based on the text book written by foreign profesor....no 10 points jus t because i din follow his way in the lecture notes...but i m following the text book...its thw same boolean expression..while the text book need only 3-4 lines to simplify the expression....he needs us to follow his way whichis about half page long...oh my god...whhy on this earth got such a lecturer....i really down for the moment...just because of that i was denied 15 marksfrom the test..reallly damn shit asshole!!....by the moment..i really feel like i wanna go to his room..ask him to resign from his job...since he had no such qualification to be a lecturer.....

to my opinion...having such lecturer in the engineering faculty..really "tiu ka"....such lecturer really unprofessional and really not qualifiedto be an engineering lecturer....while other engineering lecturer encourage us to understand all the concepts...if can..think using our gifted brain..always created our very own way...but this lecturer...cant even know why he is here to teach...he think he is teaching primary school student?i really wanna tell him...if insist us to follow him WORDS BY WORDS..than better as him balik kampung tanam jagung....dunno y UMS can have such an unprofesional lecturer...konon UMS is the only local uni in Malaysia that pass all the ISO that..ISO this...just take this lecturer out..u can c...

but what i can do..he is lecturer..i m student..i m thinking of lodging a complain towards him..but what if he not happy with me and make me failthis subject...this is what we call..in kantonese...(big rock hit the crab die)...DISAPPOINTMENT....and i truly agree to what my friend said...

ITS EDUCATION WHO SPOIL ME....

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Pesta Ang Pow 2006....Scent of Spring

..by the time of typing this post...i was just back from Pesta Ang Pow...a yearly event held at UMS....quite a big scale event....as usual it was held in the pride of our uni..the Chancellor Hall...

the event started with a "reunion dinner"...that means..with the RM8 we paid for the ticket..we are entitled to a "reunion dinner"...whats in the dinneer...rice...fish cake...spring roll..sausage...sweet sour fish...and gui ling gao...

after the dinner..we proceed to the hall...well..by the time we are in ..oledy quite full inside...no choice got to sit in front....but than..move further front more...that means..we were sitting the the 2nd row ...not really to my favaur since i got to lift up my hands every time wanna see the lcd projection screen...

to ade it briefly whats in the show...normal..lion dance..sorts of dance from UMS student...drama..well...i consider it quite a good one...can really see the students putting in effort doing it....they must spent lots of time practising it....quite a long drama that drag from present to past..and back to present..going into heaven...hahhaah

thn there was also wushu performance by the Malaysia representative in the World Wushu Competition...who won the gold medal...forget oledy their name...bsides..also a stut show by a master sifu..who show his skill using "qi goong"...where while his can stand to be pierce by a lembing..till the lembing bengkok

and as usual..there was also a guest artist performance....and this time is the winner of the Astro TalentQuest 2005....dunno what Chu edi...hahahha...dun really know her...the only winner that i ever know is Nocholas Teo...maybe for this Chu....maybe he ccan made his name in future..hahha...just some kind of weird...when he come down to made his round while singing...dunno y all the gurls rushing towards him..just to get a handshake??for what...like can get the handshake from him than no need to sleep for one whole nite?ahhaha..what so special getting a handshake from a artist who had yet to make a name??..hahha..mayb thats gurl...for me..i just sit quietly at my place seeing him walking around...hoping him can finish his song..cos my ass is aching sitting on the chair...

overall..the show..is just nice..with student pouring effort on it.....

Monday, January 09, 2006

Ideas of the Day!

This is something to share with u all...a quatation from my lecturer..SK Chung..

What u know is mayb everyone know!
What u dont know is only u dun know!

Monday, January 02, 2006

WELCOME YEAR 2006

First of all..of course WELCOME YEAR 2006!!!!......

the very first post of the year 2006 on the very second day of the year..hahahaah...
so the new year resolutions..here it go...

1....The sun will rise again...to the where the sun should be....to where the sun to stands...at the
3.5 magnitude from the earth...
2....My family health..of course not wealth..since health is always better than wealth...is at good
condition..especially to my mom and dad..
3....And to my "little piggy"..u will be happy always..hope this year ur face is like a moon..always
bright...like a smiley icon...that always smile....!!
I am not a greedy person..so thats my little new year resolution....hopefuly all can be fulfilled...

So..how i celebrate my new year...the year 2006...well..i had a pretty quite celebration..but still consider sweet...sweet?thats only for me to know..hahahah.....

So..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Farewell to year 2005!!

this might be the very last post for the year 2005...well...another year ends..a new year on the trail to take over...

a lot had happened in a year..ups and downs...sad and happy...well..thats life..there are no years that had happiness all along...no year that had only all the downs....
for me ...year 2005 had been ups and downs for me ....but one thing for sure...they are all the past..

LET THE BYGONE BE BYGONE!!
so....let the ups be the guide and motivator..while the downs be the the "teachers" for the coming year of rise...
what happened for the year had been history..let them be stored in the history "folder"....the folder that can be only opened as a reference...

So to all my friends let year 2005 be part of your memories...happy or unhappy..it were already past..2005 will since be vanquish forever...bury down all the ups and downs we had...
While celebrating to usher year 2006...take some time off...to think back how the year 2005 had been....than...once the clock struck 12:00:61(remember the new year will be delay by a second)...it was another ONE NEW YEAR......ANOTHER NEW BEGINNING...A NEW START...AND OF COURSE A NEW ME....

So FAREWELL YEAR 2005......................

A New Sem,A New Beginning,A Bad Start!!

haih..i m back..since on the demand of the V who had supporting this blog much..so i try to update my blog as much as possible..but lately..really lost my "ilham" to write(sorry lar ye un tuk Vincent)...hahahha...not because of my gf who cant spare me 10 minutes to write..just really i lost my inspiration to write...

So..on this early New Year Eve..i spend some time before getting my last sleep of the year 2005 to update my blog...well..while i m writing..i just back from my friend's birthday party..hahaha..i think he is the youngest among my friends..so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him..

Well..i just start my sem for 2 weeks....of course a new sem means another new beginning..but than..the beginning of the new sem had been my worst so far...why not??getting the results that u did not want...thats can be consider the worst way to start a new sem...

And when i breathe a new life to a new beginning...than worse came along....
On the first of registration...on the way with my motor to school..a big letdown..my bike run out of control...whoa!..that made me got to push the motor 500 m all the way to the petrol station!

Than on the first day too...not enuff of that...the bike like wanna tease me...it "merajuk"..the tire puncture...haih....thn got to get all the trouble to replace the puncture tyre..really bad luck!!

As chinese proverb said..when u r in bad luck...the worse will always follow..(Yan Sui Hei Lei You Lou)...in my second day...the motor make fun of me..sumhow..it like a wild horse..ran wild..and make me fall...what a bad accident....that make me another RM35 poorer just to replace the broken front cover...one word...BAD...

And on the same day..i got sick..with fever...haih..a really down moment for me...i think thats the worst moment i had all along year 2005.....realy realy sueh arr.....

What i can do?.....Well i just can hope the dark moment will pass through...for i believe..THERES ALWAYS A DARKEST TIME BEFORE EVERY SUN RISE! ...i can treat all the "bad" moments i had as the darkest time..before the sun rise again!!

My New sem....should be quite a packing one with 3 program major...JAVA programming...Digital Principle...Computer Diagnosis..alongside with the school major...Numerical Methods and Engineering Statistic...with also my last grade of Japanese Language.....so this is the courses that will make the sun rise again....and for sure i will makesure the sun will rise again to shine the darkest of the life!!!

Monday, October 31, 2005

Saturation!!

i just feel so boring today..just what i read cant get into my head...BJT..what the heck is that..really saturated that i dunno what am i reading..well..finals is getting closer and closer....and what i am doing now is far from my plan..oh...really really lost in the middle of nowhere...can any angel from the heaven come to my help?...i know i have to do really well for the finals..but i just cant get my head fill up with all the Electronic..Thermo..Applied ..and all others stuff...i just get really really lost..i had been doing all the revising stuff since last week....no more afternoon sleep.....waking up at 8AM....glued to the chair one whole day....i had been trying so hard..but yet..the feeling of not doing well still deep in my heart?,...haih.....
anyway..by the time i am writing..i m just back from an evening walk aroud the neighbourhood...since head really get blurr and blank today..than i think a walk will refresh me better..watching sunset...seeing ppl jogging around...playing basketball..
well..i hope my brain can be "reset" back after the walk...to set my brain for a more challenge week to come......

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Disappointment!!

haih..really dissappointed with the discrete electronic test on friday..DE1..which one of my major courses for the Com Eng..but than it really sucks man...i had try all my best..preparing for the test for almost one whole week..burn the midnite oil...but than..go to the test..just sit down there and really struggling for the next 2 hours..what a big disappointment..so who's fault?issit really my fault?...but i had try anything..the book of Microelectronic Circuit by Kendra&Smith i had been go thru so many times..but than.still the same..if its my fault..than it must be my brain that is not genius enuff...thts for sure..

well..from my failure to do the test well...i can think of sum reasons why..
of course my lecturer is not that good enuff..the way he teach..haih..dunno how to comment...mostly like theoretically..not to the approach of problem solving..he shld teach us more on problem solving..like what Dr Ali teach us..than that would be a lot better..
and than the book of Microelectronic Circuit books..haih..all about explanation..than the eg given..so simple..really beh pakai one..sumore said that book is what all the EE student must have...

and to the good news..is that the test(which considered to be the 2nd mid term.)consist of either20 % or 10% frm the final...)...that means to score this i had to do my lab report,tutorial,asgnmnt properly..haih..no choice..looks like i had to double my work to enable me to secure some pride in this course..DISCRETE ELECTRONIC!!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

A Busy Month!!

its almost a month now..since my last post here...on the date when i made my "important decision"..eversince...er...nothing much..

had been go through many activities for past a month....well...for the big event...?..what i post here is just some important activities...

well..the first...should be the convocation in UMS..this was the first time i m attending the convocation...in UMS of course..attending my cousin's one...well..just like actually just like normal convocation...c ppl go up the stage..in the proud "jubah"...with a "square" hat...and receiving the scroll from the pro Chancelor of UMS..which happen to be Tan Sri Yeoh Tiong Lay..one of the wealthiest man in Malaysia...

seeing ppl went up the stage..being watched by respective parents..it was indeed a very proud moment of a lifetime..and I start wondering when can I have the chance to to be going up on stage like all my seniors do....HOW I WISH I CAN GRADUATE FASTER TO GET HOLD OF THE SCROLL....and of course..i know that i have another 2 and half years..before i can do so..so i just hope that i can went thru this 2 and half years safely without much trouble..

The Sandakan Trip
And during the sem break..I gone to Sandakan..2nd largest city in Sabah...also known as little Hong Kong...since there are many Cantonese speaking Chinese there...
The way to Sandakan not easy...since not so afford to go by plane..so we went by bus...not like in West Malaysia...with VIP busses and long straight highway..the bus here is just normal bus..4 seats in a row..but what torture much is that the road to Sandakan is just winding....wow..its just torturing...a terrific 6 hours journey from KK..and when get down from the bus..i feel like my bone are "loosing" up...hahahh....

We had a 3days 2nite trip there..staying at my frends house...so whats interesting there...of course Orang Utan Rehabiliation Center of Sepilok...the main attraction...
of course..we visited many places tooo...Crocodile Farm..Batu Sapi...(a huge rock with theree legs)...Bukit Bendera...a temple(dunno how to say the name in English)..which located at the top of a hill...
Beseides that..the food there is much more nicer than the KK ones..really nice..especially the "pei tan" dumpling at Sim Sim...untill i order another 30 pieces back to KK...
WE also had our seafood feast in Sandakan...
Well..overall..its a nice trip..thought Sandakan is a small town...but than it still have its very unique places of interest!!.a recomended place for me to have a visit! !....

(will be posting alongside with pic)....